well everythings gooten better except for the fact i been working on every fucking day im off of school even my fucking birthday,i get sat. off ill proly go to andreas that day..we are getting closer even thought since the seamester is over and we wont have any classes or lunch together,i'm loveing it i got her a ring/necklace set...good thing about a job at this age i can blow it all... new cell for my b-day its meh...still dont get good reception at my grand parents my phone kept droping calls intill i went outside and foughnt 1 spot it wouldnt and then my battery died on andrea....she shouldnt be mad told her my battery was low...got into a arguement with ash...over something she said about me and andrea...sometimes i think shes jealous of andrea...acctuly im pretty sure but i aint going to say anything to either cause one it would hurt andrea and me and ash would be seperated from a friendship... i cant have that but yet i cant have andrea leave me stuck between two chocies run toward one get stabed in the back run to the other and i get shot either way i'm dead...lindsay seems to hate me more and more daily i already know she igniores me alot...i try to be nice got her a x-mas gift but i couldnt find her to give it to her...kinda hopeing it would make her like me more and bring some kind of careing into her...but i'd doubt it,she gets mad and everything and goes off on me but hat she dosent seem to understand is that i have been through all she has plus more she just slits her wrist i just hold it in and cry when i get alot of anger inside....i'd love do pulverise those who make me this way but i gusse i care to much to do it...